gaah, this night makes me want summer so much more..
sitting on a hammock, staring at the sun go down & stars brighten up.
cuddling with warm blankets.
eating pizzzza and choco milk :)))
i’m so excitedd for 2010 <3 summer
May 2010
soo life is guuuud :)
harrrypotter marathon. i’m not a huge fan, but i can watch these movies many times and still enjoy ittt (:
& GIANTS GAME :D
busterposey is up, bbutt nobody cares about this random post :)
OH AND PIZZA IS HERE :))
V V V
life’s a bitch & then you die
It frustrates me,
When I specifcally ask to be dropped off at a certain time, and then the day I’m going to the wherever I’m going, my mons all slow and doesn’t know what time I’m going to be dropped off or where or what I’m doing even when I fucking told you last night and earlier in the week. Smfh. I hate always being late. Just another reason why I can’t wait to have the freedom of a liscense and a car. Sigh.
story. of. my. life. omfg.
SO, this weekeenddd;
jdlajdfklsd. bombb diggity
k that’s all.
ps i hate formspring bitches. i’d lovee to see these people say this to my face.
DREAMMMM ON.
so here's my complaint,
i hate girls that whine about everything.
if you’re gonna an annnoying bitch, go somewhere where people care.
maybe your mommy? therapist? cause NOBODY else cares. or maybe your ONE friends. like seirously hearng you complain about stupid ass shit when people are starving right now makes me want to punch you up the nose. k cool (:
pretty shittty ass dayyy. i want a cupcake. mmhmm yyeep.
ps. i’m really really confooosed and hate certain things.
i need an opinon on a new phone;
palm pixi? or new blackberry cuuurve.
anyonee?! and then what oclor to get the curve in; im thinking black or purple..
speak what's on your mind <3
10th grade
As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called “best friend”. I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn’t notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her. She said “thanks” and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don’t want to be just friends, I love her but I’m just too shy, and I don’t know why.
11th grade
The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn’t want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said “thanks” and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don’t want to be just friends, I love her but I’m just too shy, and I don’t know why.
Senior year
The day before prom she walked to my locker. My date is sick” she said; he’s not going to go well, I didn’t have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as “best friends”. So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step. I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she isn’t think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said “I had the best time, thanks!” and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don’t want to be just friends, I love her but I’m just too shy, and I don’t know why.
Graduation Day
A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn’t notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, “you’re my best friend, thanks” and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don’t want to be just friends, I love her but I’m just too shy, and I don’t know why.
A few years later
Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say “I do” and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn’t see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said “you came!”. She said “thanks” and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don’t want to be just friends, I love her but I’m just too shy, and I don’t know why.
Funeral
Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my “best friend”. At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read: I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn’t notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don’t want to be just friends, I love him but I’m just too shy, and I don’t know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me! I wish I did too…I thought to my self, and I cried.
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thanks for the follow :)
ohhh i just love being so sick,
thatt it hurts to sit up, cool cool one.
hate hate this.
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What was the last movie you watched in theaters? Dear John
Have you bought anything today? Yep, Cuppcaakes :)
Are you a cuddler? SO very much
Are you tan? Not at all
Have you ever kissed someone named Jessica? Nope
Have you ever had a pet fish? Yeah, RIP Splashy :D
Have you heard a song that reminds you of anyone today? Yeaah, basically.
Do you say sorry first? I think it depends
How many hours did you sleep last night? hhm. 9
Does anyone call you boo? My boo <3
Would you get married if you could right now? Nay
Where did you last sleep other than your house? Yosemite, fml
Do you believe what goes around comes around? Yessisr
Who was the last person you ate with? My boyfrienddd
Do you have any bruises? Yes
Have you ever kissed anyone who’s name started with a J, A, B, M, or D? Let’s see; A, B, think thats it
Have you done anything you regret this year so far? Sure
Where did your last hug take place/who? Schhhoool, peyton
Are you a jealous person? I think everyone can be
Would you marry with someone without living with them before? No probably not
Could you last an hour without talking? Yeah, doing it
Did you like anyone last summer? Yeah
When did you last see/speak to your best friend(s)? I don’t really have best friends, so
Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell anything to? Yeah pretty much
Are you mad at someone right now? No, I’m not mad
Do you think the last person you kissed is nice? He’s mine<3 always
How many Tumblrs do you follow? Ha, like none.
Do you find being alone with strangers scary, interesting or indifferent? Whatever
Do you think you know a lot about the world? No, who does
Do you know first aid? Yes, kinda
Does your first name have an L in it? No
Middle name have a C in it? No
Last name have a R in it? Yeeeep
Do your initials spell a legitimate word? If so, what? VMS, nope.
Do you drink tea and/or coffee every day? Nay
What colour is your kettle? Silver
How about your microwave? Black, stalker.
What are you doing right now? Just this & stuff
Do you prefer sitting in the front or back of a car? Always the front
How about in a train? Window seat away from the toilets and doors
On the bus? Right at the front or the back
Do you eat fish often? No I don’t
Can you remember the month of your first kiss? Yeahhh, aw shoot.
Do you make friends easily? Alwaysss
Do you have a lighter on you?in my room, yeap
Are you one of those people that always answer their phones? Basically
Last person you texted? peyton
Can you go a day without thinking about the person that’s on your mind now? No
Let’s test your memory, what were you wearing during your last kiss? Jeans, northface, campo baseball shirt, nudeee bra, and pink thong, coach shoes & brown socks
The last person you kissed, are they a virgin? Yeaa
How old will you be in 5 years? 20
What was the last picture someone messaged you/you sent to someone on your cellphone? Peyton
why the hell do i always get sick?
i was just hellof sick, and now i’m feeling super shitty again, wtf.
f m l.
HARD
